If you have been
following me on Twitter and Instagram, the title of this post is in some way familiar.
That’s my username for both of the social accounts mentioned.
“Thank you for giving
up on me. Because if you didn’t I wouldn’t be where I am right now.”
They’re will be a case
in point in our entire lifetime that we want to be remove from the situation
causing us something painful, something tragic that you just want to disappear
into thin air.
Someone asked me this “Why
do you read the Bible and why do you go to church?” The answer I will have in
mind that would have to be my default answer is “Because I am a Christian”
True enough, we are
Christians, I came from a family that has been traditionally going to church,
praying and should there be special occasions such as Christmas, New Years,
Birthdays, Anniversaries, Thanksgiving – we make sure that we must not miss a
mass.
Diminutive to the
tradition I grew up to, I asked myself “So how it is being a Christian really
means?” I wanted to work on my faith, I was intrigued by my classmates who know
the Bible, they can tell me a number of Bible verses effortlessly and I was
amazed by that. I want to have that relationship with Him, I wanted to. The haunt
on where and how will I start to have this journey was the challenge I feel in
countenance with for a number of years. Been hearing about “SFC” (Singles for
Christ) yet where to attend to was one of the tests I can’t win over with. In
the family, I was vocal about of joining but it will just a fail, a fail that I
continuously getting for years, too.
The story how and when
the battle of searching was over. Thankful to my brother who got the flyer on
behalf of me, because I was busy answering text messages after the mass when
someone was trying to give me the leaflet yet I didn’t notice. In short, it
fell in front of my face literally. At first, I was hesitant to go to but I gave
in.
In the early days, I’m
predicting that I will not be able to finish the weeks that the program will
run before you will called a member of the community. My schedule was unbearable,
no sleep yet and I must attend to or else I will miss a Saturday class (that’s
how I call it back then – CLP or Christian Life Program as classes that’ll run
in the course of 13 dreaded weeks) But looking back at those servants, they are
happy individuals who has this certain glow that I cannot explain and I told
myself I want to have what these guys
have; it is intriguing.
Yes, it was intriguing
at the onset. The way they evangelize people is like a talent that I don’t know
how on earth it was acquired. There were even instances that I don’t want to
continue anymore because I want to choose sleep as opposed to attending CLP
instead. See? Selfish as it may sound.
While you keep on
attending, and attending and attending, your mindset will be changed. Maybe your
initial goal was “I want to finish it because I already started it” No. Change
is born in the heart, and if you are decided to accept Jesus in you, he will
help you accept His Father. Fall in love with Jesus, and you will be surprised
how much fire you will have in your heart to continue seeking the love and get
to know more of your God.
The good news is a GOOD
news that you must not keep. It must be shared. All people are sinners who
deserve God’s righteous, eternal wrath. But with evangelization, we will know
that God is Holy and how amazing and merciful His love is.
I’m a SINNER SAVED and
with this being said, I am not afraid of what my life will be.
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Inspiring,
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DeleteSo what this means is, that change doesn't just come from attending meetings, and attending mass as a routine. It must come from the heart, the true desire to change and strive for something better in life. In this case, the acceptance of the WORD, will guide you to Him, which in turn, He will provide you with what you need for a better life.
ReplyDeleteYes. Attending mass should not be taken as a routine per se. Listening to the preachers will help you further understand and learn God's WORDS. Doing it on our own is okay but strongly suggested that we listen to preachers because they are blessed with the gift of knowledge in spreading God's messages. Change is born in the heart, if we are not putting our heart 100% on it - then chances are we may fail in changing if we really want to obey Him and be His follower.
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