My number for
today made a blast the moment I entered the door. The velvet printed peplum
skirt combined with a see-through white long sleeves top (with white sando
underneath) and the ribbon detail of the blouse makes it more appropriate for office wear and
to complete the look I paired it with a retro inspired peep-toe sandal in dusty pink. No
accessories because the blouse itself is the bomb. I opted to play it cool with
a dark chocolate brown watch and a pair of pearl earrings.
The gays
definitely love how I pulled it together and the never ending mapang asar
co-workers I have keep on asking me “Saan ang date mamaya?” Ayan tayo eh, pag
nag mukhang tao na may date na agad. Haha! So, I snapped at them “Yes, I have”
which is partly true. Because it’s Tuesday and I had a date with the Lord, it's VCF day. :)
Getting back
to servicing and positively working on it with baby steps is what I’m currently
doing in the last weeks. Some will laugh on the thought of this, but I don’t
care. As long as I know what I want and I want to do what it is, then I will.
No holds barred.
Setting my
path straight in reaching the goal is what I want to put emphasis on. No more
hazy single-mindedness that letting it consume me and eat me from the inside
for months. If no remedy is given right away, then I don’t know where I will
end up after this realization is over.
The Pastor I
know and is someone close to me once said “Satan doesn’t mind if you go to
church, attend all the services that you can attend to, pray day and night. He
doesn’t care, what he cares about in getting from you is that acceptance of
Jesus in your life, that you let Him be your Savior.” Going back to my notes
from different talks I get to listen to, it really made sense that yes, we are
Christians but it never stops from sitting at the church while listening and
then singing songs for Him. There is a deep meaning of that “relationship” we
need to build with Him aside from the constant communication we do through
praying.
No one is
born to be a saint neither we must act like it. Everyone commit a mistake
several times a week yet we don’t have the right to judge someone based on
their wrongdoings. Thinking how bad it is to feel that instead of helping you
get up from the mud, they will bring you down even more. Sad but true. I,
myself is not perfect and committing an error is not new at all. Though, surrounding
myself with people with the right mind-set and attitude whenever the going gets
rough, yet I survive. Same goes with the support required from us by those who extend
their hand so we can pull them out from that pit life has put them in.
We abandon
some folks and we know for a fact that we did yet we didn’t do anything to
remedy the situation. I, guilty as charged seem to be not really deserting but
more of keeping silent should the right words to explain were all gone leaving
me breathless. Being rebellious to let yourself believe you are right? Bet not.
I was listening to a song and the lyrics struck me big time “God maybe angry at your rebellion, but He
will never be angry at your return” and so making the choice to go back to
serving Him is certainly RIGHT after all the mistakes happened in the past.
*Entry for September 17 | 164 days to go*
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