REPEL OR CHOICE, WHICH ONE WILL WIN?

hala! nakuha ko pa mag smile ng maga ang mata.. just woke up. look at my shirt!!

how many times did you stick with your beliefs? who among you failed in debating for something that leads you nowhere? choice--we need to be extra careful in making our options (in life). others will see it differently from the way you perceive it. sadly, two minds will never meet in one point that speaks on how you distinguish "this choice of yours".

it is a big factor in our lives; there were a number of times that this is the guilty party of absurdity that causes in finding the middle ground very inflexible. i just had my fair share of this the other night and it is really hard for me to write this entry. every word and letter that i'm trying to type at this very moment is such a struggle for me to come up with the easiest sentence on how to express it.

in coming up with the solution, i was thinking that we both need "concession" this time. i'm very much willing to do it because this is for the betterment of our lives. we don't need to complicate things; that is just a waste of time. all i want to hear is just a "yes" and we're all set. tell me what you feel like saying, it would be the best thing to do than send mix signals. being upfront must be practice for us to come up with a nice conversation especially in times like this. since yesterday afternoon, i wasn't able to get a good sleep. my mind is twitching, i don't know if that is the right adjective to use but it is a jerk for sure. i keep on thinking that everything will fall into places before the month ends. all i do is pray and ask for guidance. i've been playing safe for quite a while but not this time, i'm tired and sick of it. it's either "good or bad" "left or right" "positive or negative" kind of accepted wisdom.

respect and acceptance is important, too. you need to value that they have their own viewpoint even before you know them (your partner). agree to not demand something that would be hard for them to give in.

moral lesson: everything that has different signs, regardless if they are poles apart; it's up to the people involve if they want to work it out. otherwise, it will just fail effortless.

"even if we are good Christians, strong in faith, we are not exempt from getting hurt. the secret to handling hurt is not short cut or ruch the pain, just go through it, lift it to GoD and He will take it away in HiS own good time. pray to the LoRd to teach you HiS ways, so you might not be emotionally abused, so you might not believe in the life that you choose your own path, and so you might be ungrateful for HiS loving kindess" psalm 25:1-7